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Post by wiche on Oct 31, 2009 16:13:32 GMT -5
arrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! ¬¬
[shadow=black,left,300]bury all your secrets in my skin... the air around me still feels like a cage and love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... my heart is just too dark to care... i don't deserve to have you... my smile was taken long ago... i still press your letters to my lips and cherish them in parts of me that savor of every kiss, i couldn't face a life without your light! i think i made it very clear... i only wish you weren't my friend then i could hurt you in the end... spit your pity in my soul... you sold me out to save yourself! you ran away you're all the same! my love was punished long ago! [/shadow]
everything sucks... u.u
/fadeawayinthedarkness
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Post by wiche on Oct 31, 2009 19:07:57 GMT -5
i'm still doing it, btw...
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Post by wiche on Oct 31, 2009 21:44:19 GMT -5
why the fuck u did this to me?...
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Annie
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Post by Annie on Nov 1, 2009 10:42:33 GMT -5
what's wrong?
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Post by wiche on Nov 1, 2009 15:07:36 GMT -5
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Post by wiche on Nov 1, 2009 15:58:35 GMT -5
clever, very clever... i didn't expect that...
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Post by wiche on Nov 2, 2009 1:13:54 GMT -5
I don't wanna do this alone... i can't face this on my own!
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Post by jessbrew on Nov 2, 2009 2:08:40 GMT -5
What are we voting for here?
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Post by wiche on Nov 2, 2009 2:53:01 GMT -5
What are we voting for here? it really matters? i don't care...
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Post by wiche on Nov 2, 2009 3:01:03 GMT -5
people around me and i just don't care... everything is dark, everything is cold... i am cold... never thought something would possibly take me to this state... i just don't care about nothing anymore... i just don't feel anything... not anymore... my hear it's just gone and this probably will (not) be my final words...
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ceren
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Post by ceren on Nov 2, 2009 11:36:40 GMT -5
Go for it Wiche. You don't know till you try it. If you fail, at least you tried.
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Post by wiche on Nov 2, 2009 15:37:54 GMT -5
Go for it Wiche. You don't know till you try it. If you fail, at least you tried. i've been trying... and i'll keep that way... until, idk, until the day of my death?
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Post by wiche on Nov 3, 2009 0:19:44 GMT -5
and u still think that everything it's ok... well, FUCK that ¬¬'
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Post by wiche on Nov 3, 2009 1:51:08 GMT -5
Don't tell me what's in Tell me how to write Don't tell me how to win This fight Isn't your life (well, actually it is...) It isn't your right To take the only thing that's mine (or the only two things that were mine...)
Proven over time It is over your head Don't try to read between the Lines Are clearly defined "Never lose sight of Something you believe in"
Taking in the view from the outside Feeling like the underdog Watching through the window I'm on the outside Living like the underdog
I've been trying to justify you
In the end I will just defy you
To those who understand, I extend my hand
To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am Not under your command, I know where I stand I won't change to fit your plan, Take me as I am As I am
Still Running uphill Swimming against the current I wish I weren't so Fucked Feels like I'm stuck Lost in a sea of mediocrity
Slow down, You're thinking too much Where is your soul? You cannot touch The way I Play Or tell me what to say You're in the way Of all that I believe in
Taking in the view from the outside Feeling like the underdog Watching through the window I'm on the outside Living like the underdog
I've been wasting my breath on you Open minds will descend upon you
To those who understand, I extend my hand
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Post by wiche on Nov 3, 2009 14:05:31 GMT -5
But I feel I'm getting nowhere And I'll never see the end So I wither And render myself helpless I give in I drown in the hesitation My words come crashing down
I'm ashamed to have to quote that... i don't know why... but I am...
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Post by wiche on Nov 3, 2009 21:28:29 GMT -5
To Rise, To Fall. To Hurt, To Hate. To Want, To Wait. To Heal, To Save. (Will you save me?...)
Can't hear it we fear it awareness won't come near it
Distractive Reactive Disguised in spite of time
I never bared my emotion My passion always strong I never lost my devotion but somewhere fate went wrong
Can't let them rape me again Your venom's not family here won't let them fill me with fatalistic remedies
What if the rest of the world was hopelessly blinded by fear? Where would my sanctity live? Suddenly nobody cares.
It's never enough You're wasting your time Isn't there something I could say? You don't understand You're closing me out How can we live our lives this way?
You tell me I'm wrong I'm risking my life Still, I have nothing in return I show you my hands You don't see the scars Maybe you'll leave me here to burn.
What if the rest of the world was hopelessly drowning in vain? Where would our self pity run? Suddenly everyone cares.
Blood...Heal me Fear...Change me Belief will always save me Blood...Swearing Fear...Staring Conviction made aware
Give up on misery Turn your back on dissent Leave their distrust behind Wash your hands of regret
Do you feel you don't know me anymore? And do you feel I'm afraid of your love? And how come you don't want me asking? And how come my heart's not invited? You say you want everyone happy Well, we're not laughing.
And how come you don't understand me? And how come I don't understand you? Thirty years say we're in this together (well, maybe not that much...) So open your eyes.
People in prayer for me (and i just don't care...) everyone there for me (yeah, right...)
Sometimes I feel I should face this alone (can't do that...) My soul exposed It calms me to know that I won't
Blood...Heal me Fear...Change me Belief will always save me Blood...Swearing Fear...Staring Conviction made aware
Give up on misery Turn your back on dissent Leave their distrust behind Wash your hands of regret
Blood...Heal me Fear...Change me Belief will always save me Blood...Swearing Fear...Staring Conviction made aware
Learning from misery Staring back at dissent Leaving distrust behind I'm inspired and content
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Post by wiche on Nov 4, 2009 1:41:10 GMT -5
time for something more... strong
You pretend I was your own (or I pretend you were my own (?)) And even believed that you loved me (hahaha... good one!) But were always threatened by some Invisible blood line that only you could see (why u never told me anything?...)
You took advantage of an outreached hand And twisted it to meet your every need (fuck that... i just can't believe it) ''Gimme time to re-charge my batteries, (i said...)
I'll see her when she's older and I'll bounce her on my knee''
Well listen to me you ungrateful fool Here comes a dose of reality You'll go to your grave sad and lonely The door is now closed on your pathetic little plan
On and on and on and on it goes It's so easy to run away with nothing in tow (u know how to do that very well...)
How can you ever sleep a wink at night Pretending that everything is alright (i just can't understand it...) And have the nerve to blame this mess on me
Never in my life have I seen someone So Ignorant to the damage she has done (never, ever...)
I tried to make amends But nothing could lure you out of your selfish shell again Expecting everyone to bow and kiss your feet Don't you see respect is not a one way street Blaming everyone for all that you've done wrong I'll get my peace of mind when you hear this song (i can't get peace of mind actually...)
On and on and on and on it goes And with every passing day true colors show
How can you ever sleep a wink at night Pretending that everything is alright And have the balls to blame this mess on me
Never in my life have I seen someone Oblivious to the damage she has done
Watch where you walk Don't you dare cross the crooked step Watch the way you talk Don't cross the crooked step
On and on and on and on it goes Chauvinistic, heartless, selfish, cold (yeah, that's YOU...)
How can you ever sleep a wink at night Pretending that everything is alright (tell me how you do it, i need that advice...) And have the balls to blame this shit on me
Never in my life have I seen someone So fucking blind to the damage she has done
i just can't believe what u done to me this day... how can u pretend that everything is alright by just ignoring it?
"I know it's easier to walk away than look it in the eye..." [/b] Yeah, Moore was right again...[/color]
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Post by lukeduke on Nov 4, 2009 3:35:49 GMT -5
a tipical consequence of a girl hurting a boy...
Wiche, take care...
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Post by wiche on Nov 4, 2009 4:16:51 GMT -5
a tipical consequence of a girl hurting a boy... Wiche, take care... no man, this has gone a step further... =|
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Post by ceren on Nov 4, 2009 4:24:30 GMT -5
Wiche.... When will you just open your eyes and see? I know you don't want to but sooner the better sweetheart. Some people may not have the courage to face it but you do. You ARE strong. And it WILL get better. I used to hate it when people said that to me, but it is true.
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